A disturbing new development

Pink clouds come and go. It’s not a problem when I fall off one. In fact, it’s something of a relief to not be so crazy-ridiculous happy. Like last night, when I was leading my dance students through some stretches and I started giggling like a mad woman in child’s pose. I told the class I was remembering something funny from the day, but really, I was just happy to be alive and feeling good and not hungover. 

I still have problems. Some of them are pretty huge. I have not had the time or inclination to write about them. They all involve external factors. Me? I am fine. Better than fine. Kicking myself for not figuring out that alcohol was my biggest problem sooner than this, but fine. Absolutely no inclination to drink and ruin this. Day 48.

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11 thoughts on “A disturbing new development

  1. Yey day 48 well done. The highs are great. Just enjoy them. Some people don’t like them as it makes them feel bad/worse when the pink cloud moment is over. I love that you were in fits of giggles. Just shows you don’t need booze to have a good time x

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